iv.

[athosing]

muses

ALSO DOUBLING AS A TFLN OVERFLOW

Comments

[b49]

Why are you disturbing my attempt to die in peace?

[stickseller]

because black is so boring and i don't want to have to be in mourning again. people are going to start to think i'm cursed.

[b49]

You do look rather fetching in black.

[stickseller]

you would be dead and unable to enjoy the view. and you cad, were you eyeing me up last time?

[b49]

No! I just know what looks good on you.
I am a very attentive butler, after all.

[stickseller]

you certainly are, and i'd be lost without you. another reason for you not to die. and it wasn't that bad? i don't know why you're reacting like this.

[b49]

I'm mortified.
I think I might have to drown my sorrows and fight someone on the internet.

[stickseller]

what are you mortified about? although i'm not going to discourage you from drinking and yelling at people online. can i come watch?

[b49]

[ Ten minutes later and his reply finally comes. It's practically dripping with shame. ]

I thought I could last longer.

[stickseller]

no one lasts long their first few times. although on the flipside some people don't come at all,like me, so there you go. it's no big deal.

[b49]

I wanted to make you feel good too.

[stickseller]

you always make me feel good.

[b49]

Not last night.

[stickseller]

just because i didn't come in you doesn't mean you didn't make me feel good. it probably would have been better if you hadn't immediately left after you came, forgetting half of your clothes in the process, but it wasn't bad. you could have stayed and given me a handjob and that'd have been plenty.

[b49]

I suppose I was a little hasty.

[ Embarrassment is an odd feeling and one that he has a revulsion for. ]

[stickseller]

just a little. i hope you come back and we can try again soon. we can practice keeping you going. i'll fuck you slowly, and then when you're about to come, i can stop. when you've calmed down a little, i'll start fucking you again. it'll be hot.

[b49]

[ Howard Stark.

He's never been sexted before. ]

You'd want to do it again?

[stickseller]

(howard will have to hang up a list claiming all these firsts tbh.)

how could i not?

[b49]

[ He would die of embarrassment. ]

I seem to have misjudged you.

[stickseller]

what were you expecting?

[b49]

Something less understanding.

[stickseller]

you think little of me if that's the case.

[b49]

No, of course not.
You're a good man. I shouldn't tar you with my own issues.

[stickseller]

Maybe not, but I'd be a terrible partner if I didn't listen when you had something to say. That's what's ruined all of them in the past. You need to trust me.

[b49]

I do trust you.
I don't trust me.
There's the difference.